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Staring at a Ruin

by jeremy r.r.

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yesterday i found a letter that you had sent sometime before i left your town crying was it just sentence you got out with good behavior and time spent it was never love was it? is that a story you tell? do your lovers know it well? is it a call to arms or is it a warning? is it a joke with a punchline of what can happen at night when the smoke gets in your eyes was it the wine or the whiskey? i heard you settled for someone are you glad it’s not me? did you make up your mind real quick? was it easy? do you call it a night when he turns off the light or are you watching the sunrise lying in his arms, smiling? is that a story you tell? do your daughters know it well? a tale at once so sad and cautionary is it a prince and a princess? or is it more or less a car crash that left just one witness, crying?
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she took all the dreams she ever had in her life she put them in a letter to you you couldn’t understand when she spoke of heaven and the untold delights of deluth face it man, there was nothing out there for you she could paint it in oils she could write it in words you wouldn’t understand if you wanted to you can leave early take some time off if anyone needs it you do i was young once there was a time i needed it too. take all the drinks you ever had in your life and all the ones that you wanted to if you could remember ever one of those nights and what it is you said you would do face it boy, there was nothing in there for you you can paint it in oils you can write it in words tear it apart if you want to you should give it a rest take some time off if anybody needs it, it’s you yeah i’ve been drinking i’ve needed too take everything you’ve ever had in your life, all the things your father put aside for you your mama’s good looks the shit your grandfather took the guns, the silver, the gold, and the jewels yeah i was young once it takes time to know there is nothing in there for you sorry son, she ain’t coming back to you sorry son, she ain’t coming back to you
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Overnight 02:48
i need a little time, he said, it takes a little time. there’s nothing wrong, she said, everything’s alright. you can’t expect it all to happen overnight give me some time, he said, give me another try. sometimes i need to have a little cry leave me alone, she said, give me a little time. sometimes we all need to call it a night everybody makes mistakes, almost every time i need a little time, he said, it takes a little time there’s nothing wrong, she said, everything’s fine everybody wants to have another try everybody makes mistakes, almost every time everybody makes mistakes, almost every time
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Coronation 02:34
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take what you have & bury it somewhere deep all that you love & all you want to keep all of your letters & pictures, every last one all of your diamonds & all of your guns all of your songs, all of your stories, all of your sins, all of your memories they’ll light it up with an ugly flame no matter what it is, it burns the same they’re making money, they’re making history with all your regrets, all of your misery what’s left to sell? what’s left to throw away? what’s left to do? man, what’s left to say? take what you have & bury it somewhere deep all that you love & all you want to keep.
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may your home be safe may your work be paid may your water be clean may you have food to eat may your boat be strong may the sea be calm may your journey be done may your bed be warm

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Staring at a Ruin is a study in empathy. it is a detailed account of the fall of an empire on the eve of the young prince's would-be coronation. It deals with the issues of entitlement, depression, and refuge.

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released April 3, 2020

Jeremy RR with Sabrina
Artwork is "Winter Journey" by Claudia Kraus

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jeremy r.r. Vienna, Austria

a songwriter currently residing in vienna

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